Been emailing with Bethany longer; been spending more time with Amanda lately. In-person time is very important. I’d like to at least see Bethany… but she’s in Guinea… where the Ebola stuff is going on… so she might be under that beyond-CDC-advisement 21-day self-quarantine upon coming back… but maybe not? How do they even enforce self-quarantines? My near nonexistent relationship history has severely under-prepared me for this situation. *shrug* It’ll all either work out nicely or it won’t. *sigh*

In the meantime, I’m still hanging out with Amanda. Because she’s cool, goofy, genuine, kind, and I enjoy her company. Is that disingenuous toward Bethany? Gosh, I feel like I should tell them about the situation but I don’t want to say anything since I don’t know what I’m doing. Maybe I shouldn’t have posted this… maybe i should take it down…?